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    May 16

    我不存在

    仍然处在设计的收尾阶段,我面色苍白,嘴唇干燥。
    每做一个设计就仿佛经历一次涅磐,痛苦矛盾绝望充斥着整个过程。之后,便是一个全新的我。
    设计就仿佛是在啃噬自我,起初,你开始思考,一些思想的碎片充斥着头脑,很长时间,你筛选,反复。。。直到时间开始举鞭抽着你向前,疼痛便开始了,你开始不断的捉摸你自己到底在想什么,到底想要表达什么,这是一个啃噬自己的过程,可以感到心脏在被自己嘶咬。多数时间我就在这种痛苦的矛盾中找寻着生存的可能性。思考过度的时候,幻觉就出现了,我是灵魂,而非肉体,你们看不到我。
     

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